it’s kind of weird. and sad.

i do want to make friends so i post stuff but it seems that nobody wants to. i reach out but no one takes my hand. they don’t grab it either. it’s like my hands are just there, suspended in the air, waiting for someone. but no one really does in the end. even if i take the first step, i don’t see any of my followers, mostly in my main, speaking to me but people around me have asks constantly that i couldn’t help but think ‘what did i do to make them stay away? not brave or caring enough to talk to me? am i really that bad of a person?' 

it kinda hurts. i guess i’m fine being solitary but it seems nice to have friends. sigh.

12 April 2014
Tags: personal.